KaulitzLovin: Fick ni likadan uppfostran?
My dad is a previous criminal, with an alcoholic/violent problem, he traded that in for drugs provided by the state for his back problems when i was about seventeen, but the harm was already done, we talk but i can never look at him as a provider or a father, he's like a friend that I've tried to forgive, we hardly speak anymore. My mother is a woman who I've lived with since a young age, i became the medium for my parents to pass insults to each other and stuff i didn't need to know when i was younger as well as hear the nagging on my mother when we we're poor or other shit. Thanks to that I've always had the pressure for our economical situation even if i couldn't do anything. I have more shit in my backpack of problems with my parents but i won't bring anything more up, just giving you a preview of my childhood. And well i felt the need to write a little since I've started to see a psychologist, she say's writing is good, especially when it's about ones life, you know to get a perspective on it you didn't already have to narrow down the core problem